Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Friday, July 24, 2009

If you asked me if I loved him, I'd lie.

So I took a personality test, and the results are shocking.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.







The ones that are close to me would know, and for those who are not. Well, now you know!



And hallelujah, it's Friday! I've had a whole week off school and NO REST. The only rest I got was...yesterday?

Was feeling too lazy to leave the house.

But anw!

AUDITIONS ARE NEXT THURS

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGGGGGG

AND I'M HAVING A SORE THROAT!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

I've not been having enough rest lately, and it's taking a toll on me.

Blast, yet another whole day out today.

God help me.

"Understanding is a fountain of life to those who have it,
but folly brings punishment to fools."

Thursday, July 23, 2009

There's something about the way that I can't take my eyes off you

There's something 'bout the way you look tonight,
There's something 'bout the way that I can't take my eyes off you.
There's something 'bout the way your lips invite,
Maybe it's the way that I get nervous when you're around.
And I want you to be mine,
And if you need a reason why,



It's in the way that you move me,
and the way that you tease me,
the way that I want you tonight


It's in the way that you hold me,
and the way that you know me.
When I can't find the right words to say,
you feel it in the way.
You feel it in the way


There's something 'bout how you stay on my mind.
There's something 'bout the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep.
Maybe it's the look you get in your eyes
Maybe it's the way that makes me feel to see you smile.
And the reasons they may change
But what I'm feeling stays the same



I can't put my fingers on,
just what it is that makes me love you, you baby.
So don't ask me to describe,
I get all choked up inside,
Just thinking 'bout the way



There's something 'bout the way you look tonight,
There's nothing more to say than,
I feel it in the way.


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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

I'm just thinking out loud

Okay, my posting page is kinda screwed up, but I'm just gonna have faith and hope this turns out normal.

Had Chinese 'O' level listening compre today, it rocked. (I'm kidding)

Then rushed down to Dhoby Ghaut for jamming session. Had Astons for dinner!

Now Im'ma let the pictures do the talking.

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My horrible sons. (Hehe)

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"I know that the Lord is great,
that our Lord is greater than all gods."



Have you ever thought just maybe,
you belong with me?



Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Look up!

"Humility is a matter of the heart."



Story time!



A young soldier was desperate to see the president of the United States. He paced up and down just in front of the gates of the white house deliberating. Finally, he gathered all the courage within him, and tried his luck to pass the guards.



Unfortunately, he was rejected. He was told that the president was in an important meeting and that he had no time to entertain the soldier.



Discouraged, he gave up and headed to the park just around the corner. Lost in his train of thoughts, completely oblivious to his surroundings, he shook his head, and started to weep.



This moment, a little boy approached him and questioned, "Are you all right, Sir?"



Troubled, the young soldier replied, "I have to see the president urgently, it's a matter of life and death. But the president is in a meeting and I am forbiddened to enter."



"Oh! The president? Follow me!"



Innocent as he was, the little boy grabbed the soldier's hand and dragged him along. All the way past the front gates, into the white house, and without even a slight knock, or a herald of his coming, he barged right into the room where the president's meeting took place.



Full of love and compassion, the president not only ceased all discussions, turned to face the little boy and enquired, "Yes, my son, what can I do for you?"



The little boy answered, "Daddy, this soldier has to see you immediately!"







The little boy is like Jesus, interceding for us in the presence of God. All we have to do, is seek Him, and we will find.





Picture time!



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Credits to Spanks!

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Butt family!

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'cause when it comes to you,

there's nothing I can do.

I can't make you love me when you don't.

I see it your eyes,

I'm the compromise.

I can't take another slow goodbye.

Friday, July 17, 2009

Deviation

I'm resolving to an alternative contrivance.


And I need you Lord, to walk through this with me. I am hopeless without you.



My prayer is that you would transform for the better.
If you take that tiny little step, God will cross the universes to get to you.
But the decision lies within you.
Everything would fall in place if you accept Him.
Please, I'm begging.



Alas! After what seemed like decades to me, I'm working on a new song! I shared this with Deliverance at our band meeting yesterday.

It was a really fruitful and heartfelt one. Indeed, our prayers were heard and instantly answered! How awesome is our God!




Guys, thanks a million for always being there. I know I have not been in the best of moods lately, but you guys never gave up. Thanks for your perseverance and understanding. I appreciate y'all.

D







"It is said, 'God stores up a man's punishment for his sons...
... Let his own eyes see his destruction; let him drink of the wrath of the Almighty. For what does he care about the family he leaves behind when his allotted months come to an end?"

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Mentally isolated

"I looked out the window. I was almost completely mentally isolated from what was happening...
...It was at this point that my last reserves of self-control - of holding myself together - finally evaporated. I inhaled a deep breath until my lungs felt they would burst, then I let out a long scream at the top of my voice. It was a screech, animal-like in its ear-splitting intensity, and it went on and on..."


I am so torn apart. That heart-wrenching scene of ___ is replaying over and over in my head. I am trying, to the best of my ability, to block out every ounce of it. But it's dripping like sweat, trickling down, tracing the outlines of my memory.


Why have I forked out my utmost best to help you but you're doing little to nothing in helping yourself and everyone around?


I am exhausted. Physically and mentally.


I quit.





If anyone can make me fall in love, only you can.
But you don't see it.