You belong with me

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'cause she doesn't get your humour like I do

I'm in my room, it's a typical tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain, I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me
You belong with me

You walk in the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better than that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you now know
Baby you belong with me
You belong with me

I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favourite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong
I think I know it's with me


Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me

Why can't I?

Another day has gone,
I'm still all alone
How could this be,
you're not here with me

You never said goodbye,
someone tell me why
Did you have to go,
and leave my world so cold?
Everday I sit and ask myself,
how did love slip away




At a certain time of every month, I resort to underhand means to ___. Not elaborating.


Geography paper today! It was the best so far, I think. The rest were all killers. But this one was so smooth and easy-going. What can I say? My geog teachers are all awesome people.

And I have to confess, I did not study for the paper at all. I merely flipped through my notes and tried to convince myself I was reading/studying them when in actual fact, I was glancing through.

Haha, for the most part, it's no thanks to sissyyy!



I honestly need a brain wash. I don't want to remember the past 17 years of my life. The fastest and easiest way (it seems) to get it done, is by running across the road when millions of cars are zooming by. But noo, I'm not that desperate.

God will deliver me, and set me free from all these nightmares.






Your beautiful eyes, stare right into my eyes
And sometimes I think of you late at night
I don't know why
I wanna be somewhere where you are

I wanna be where,
you're here, your eyes are looking into mine
So baby, make me fly




So could you be my best friend,
before you call yourself my man?

"For you, O Lord, have delivered my soul from death,
my eyes from tears, my feet from stumbling,
that I may walk before the Lord in the land of the living."

Take me to that secret place

Dreams.

Sometimes they make you happy
Sometimes they make you cry
Sometimes they bring you joy
Sometimes they make you wanna die.

I'm feeling so 'zzzzzz' right now. I think my period's about to arrive.










Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
but I realized some bigger dreams of mine



"I know, O Lord, that a man's
life is not his own;
it is not for man to direct his steps."

Holy spirit come, please come

You are the promised gift to us,
the counselor, the teacher in His ways

Biology paper today was crappy! It wasn't one of those papers where I'd go, "phew!" when it's over. This paper was more like a, "ohhhhhh craaaappp."

But math was fine! I could do like most of the questions except for the few really tough ones. Like coordinate geometry (yuck!) and the construction of weird figures.

I'm pretty satisfied and I must say, impressed, at how far I've come. Considering I never even knew what a 'perfect square number' was, or the 'lowest common multiple/highest common factor'.

Now I know all of them! YAY!

Before the start of the papers, I literally laid hands on the paper to pray. Haha, it might seem as being 'desperate' or 'dumb' to you but it indeed helped!

My God is big! So strong, so mighty!



"Nothing on this earth happens without God's permission."






My heart and my soul,
I give you control
Consume me from the inside out, Lord

Crappy china

Yes, as you can tell from the title of this post, I'm about to pour out my sorrows here.

I had china oral for O's today and guess what? Yeah, you know.

It wasn't that fantastic, as always. But at least I did say a few pointers and not just stare blankly at the teacher trying to figure out what to say.

However, I kept repeating my sentences and I knew I made no sense. The frustrating part was that the teacher frowned like each time I repeated and said nonsensical rubbish!!!

Super depressing, but I'm gonna leave it up to God.

"For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future."

So yes, into your hands, Lord, I commit my O levels.

Hmm.


I think I'm a weird girl. When good things don't happen to me or befalls someone else, I think to myself, "I'm not worthy of that. I'm not good enough. It's just not going to happen onto me."

But when good things happen to me, I tell myself, "I don't deserve it. What have I done to be given such blessings? What have I done to prove that I'm worthy of this?"

Queer huh?

Well, that's me.

Just hold on

It is the first day of school and I was late. Yes, late.

However, fortunately for me, I did not have to go for detention. Well, the counselor never asked for my card!

I have tons of stuff to do, like homework, draw up time table, study plan, etc etc, but I had to do this first.

I wrote this today, and it's dedicated to Pam.

I know it's been hard, all I'm asking is for you to share your burdens and pains with me, so that I'd experience half your sorrows and understand what you're going through. I want to walk through this with you and break down your load.

When the road gets too tough and there's nothing you can do
Look straight up and focus on God, He's always there for you
When you feel weary and distraught and at wits' end,
Just hold on; for your grieving heart He will definitely mend

When all that's left within you is fragments of misery
Don't give up; the one that will pull you through is He
It just takes a prayer to wash away the pain
Just hold on; believe that He will cast away the rain

When you feel heavy-hearted and downcast
Call upon His name and He will bring your troubles to past
Listen carefully for the voice of the King
Just hold on; for comfort and peace, to you, He will bring.

Deeshraf: "What time are you going to sleep?"

Me: "When my eyes are too tired to open... When my brain needs to start dreaming... When my mind need to take a rest... When my cells start to regenerate... When my organs need repairing... When my heart beat slows down... When my breathing deepens... When I'm off to dream land..."



"Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go."


O Lord, You've searched me, You know my ways
In every season, I know You love me.

Lord I need You

Have mercy on me, O God,
because of your unfailing love.

Because of your great compassion,
blot out the stain of my sins.

Wash me clean from my guilt.
Purify me from my sin.

For I recognize my shameful deeds-
they haunt me day and night.

Against you, and you alone, have I sinned;
I have done what is evil in your sight.

You will be proved right in what you say,
and your judgment against me is just.

For I was born a sinner-
yes, from the moment my mother conceived me.

But you desire honesty from the heart,
so you can teach me to be wise in my inmost being.

Purify me from my sins, and I will be clean;
wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.

Oh, give me back my joy again;
you have broken me - now let me rejoice.

Don't keep looking at my sins.
Remove the stain of my guilt.

Create in me a clean heart, O God.
Renew a right spirit within me.

Do not banish me from your presence,
and don't take your Holy Spirit from me.

Restore to me again the joy of your salvation,
and make me willing to obey you.

Then I will teach your ways to sinners,
and they will return to you.

Forgive me for shedding blood, O God who saves;
then I will joyfully sing of your forgiveness.

Unseal my lips, O Lord,
that I may praise you.

You would not be pleased with sacrifices,
or I would bring them.

If I brought you a burnt offering,
you would not accept it.

The sacrifice you want is a broken spirit.
A broken and repentant heart, O God,
you will not despise.

Look with favour on Zion and help her;
rebuild the walls of Jerusalem.

Then you will be pleased with worthy sacrifices
and with our whole burnt offerings;
and bulls will again be sacrificed on your altar.



I call Your name, Lord You reply
You bring Your kingdom and stand by my side
Giver of life, all that I need
Father You're everything precious to me

There is no one like You, Lord
In all the earth.