Crappy china

Yes, as you can tell from the title of this post, I'm about to pour out my sorrows here.

I had china oral for O's today and guess what? Yeah, you know.

It wasn't that fantastic, as always. But at least I did say a few pointers and not just stare blankly at the teacher trying to figure out what to say.

However, I kept repeating my sentences and I knew I made no sense. The frustrating part was that the teacher frowned like each time I repeated and said nonsensical rubbish!!!

Super depressing, but I'm gonna leave it up to God.

"For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future."

So yes, into your hands, Lord, I commit my O levels.

Hmm.


I think I'm a weird girl. When good things don't happen to me or befalls someone else, I think to myself, "I'm not worthy of that. I'm not good enough. It's just not going to happen onto me."

But when good things happen to me, I tell myself, "I don't deserve it. What have I done to be given such blessings? What have I done to prove that I'm worthy of this?"

Queer huh?

Well, that's me.